Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Our Family Vacation

contributed by Janet Shull Shepherd

Our journey began four years ago when Brenna was 10 years old. She had a bad virus which resulted in hemolytic anemia. She was hospitalized, given blood transfusions and steroids. Doctors assured us that it was a freak thing, and that it would never happen again. 

Fast forward--two years later...Brenna was 12 years old, Zach 16, and Jared 9. My husband and I took the kids to a beach for vacation that August. Brenna started to have bruises pop up, and purple dots on her legs, arms, and the inside of her mouth. She also started her first period, and was bleeding heavily. We took her to an urgent care clinic and they sent us for blood work. 

The doctor called our rented condo and told us Brenna's platelets were 2,000, and her hemoglobin was 5. He told us to go to the nearest hospital, and that we would be transported two hours away to a children's hospital. I went into shock and started packing up our clothing for the trip. My husband drove us to the hospital. We went on to the children's hospital, and Bill went back to the condo to stay with the boys. We were about 11 hours from home, and I had no idea what was really happening with Brenna. I just knew it wasn't going to be good. 

Once we arrived at the children's hospital, they started two IV lines to give Brenna blood, platelets, estrogen, steroids, and IVIg, plus some other things to try to stop the bleeding. She was hemorrhaging: It was more blood than I had ever seen. The doctors said she lost all of her blood volume. 

To make matters worse, my youngest son had a seizure that same night. He'd had one other seizure the year before. When my husband called and told me about Jared's seizure, I broke down. 

My parents drove down and picked up the boys. Bill came to the hospital to be with Brenna and me. It was 6 days before Brenna was stable enough to make the trip home. 

Brenna remained on steroids and was repeatedly hospitalized for IVIG and other treatments before she went into remission three months later. She missed 67 days of school that year. Our lives had become a living nightmare, and we have been riding a roller coaster ever since. 

Brenna was diagnosed with Evans Syndrome and Lupus. She has chronic hives, chronic fatigue, and is frequently too dizzy to function. She has also developed depression and anxiety issues. She is very worried about starting high school this year, and missing days due to being sick. This is so overwhelming at times, and the worry and stress I have for her consumes me. I try to stay positive on the outside, but seeing my daughter suffer tears me up on the inside. 

I keep all who are suffering with Evans Syndrome and Lupus in my prayers, and pray that there will someday be a cure for autoimmunity. 

To parents who are dealing with this: I think our strength just comes from God, as difficult as it is at times we have to be strong for our children. We can curl up and cry when we are alone, but when we are by our childrens' sides, by their beds, in hospitals, during doctors appointments, we have to be their advocates, their rocks! Stay strong--You're not alone!

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Monday, July 2, 2012

My Story

contributed by Kim Wright


It was 2005. I had flu-like symptoms, was very lethargic, feeling sick. I also had a terrible headache. No matter what I did, I just couldn't get rid of the headache. After five days of laying in bed in agony, my mum said enough was enough, and called for my GP. 

The doctor came to my home and tested my urine for possible pregnancy, but that was negative. My mum is an insulin-dependent diabetic, so the doctor also tested my blood sugar levels. This revealed I was slightly hypoglycemic but that was because I hadn't been eating for several days. After the tests, my doctor rang for an ambulance, as I was on the verge of losing consciousness. 

At the hospital, I had more blood tests, and was placed in quarantine: Originally they suspected meningitis. They put me on 100 mg of prednisone folic acid, as well as a vitamin tablet. That's when I met my haematologist, Dr. Watson. He came out of semi retirement because I was a cause for concern. 

Four days later, I was moved onto the hospital's blood ward, where I was told I had a condition called autoimmune haemalytic anemia. My haemoglobin had dropped to 2, which is what caused the headaches. I was given five units of blood. 

I remember this as a very distressful time. I broke my ankle three weeks prior, so I was still recuperating from that when I was in the hospital. To this day, I suspect the trauma of breaking a limb triggered my Evans Syndrome. I was given morphine for pain, and my condition was downgraded, but when I tried to go to the bathroom by myself I collapsed. There was not enough blood to circulate through my body. The second time it happened, my heart had to be restarted. 

After three units of blood, I started to feel a lot better, and was sent home after 9 days on 80 mg of prednisone. When I returned to Dr. Watson for my follow-up appointment, he told me that I had Evans Syndrome. 

In June of 2006, my platelet count dropped dramatically. I bruised at the slightest touch, and my menstrual period was unusually heavy. Dr. Watson put me on a treatment called rituximab. Thankfully, I responded.

In November of that same year, I miraculously fell pregnant. The baby was due in August of the following year. However, not long into the pregnancy, I was told by a doctor that I should consider terminating my pregnancy: The effects of rituximab on the unborn were unknown, and my child could end up with disabilities. 

I didn't even have to consider the possibilities: I would continue the pregnancy and give my child a chance. I gave birth to a perfect baby boy weighing 6 pounds 9 ounces, 6 days overdue, by c-section. We will celebrate his fifth birthday this year. 

I have been on and off steroids now for 7 years. I have been given somewhere around 40 blood transfusions. Personally, I have found Azathioprine to be the best treatment for me. Currently, I'm on 200 mg daily, with no side effects. 

I do suffer in other ways: I have irritable bowel syndrome, rheumatoid arthritis, and I battle with my weight because of the steroids. Sometimes I get very tired, but I'm still up-beat, and I don't let this get to me. 

The main thing is that I'm alive. I don't worry about relapse, and I pray for treatment success…I don't think I would be human if I didn't. I fight…and I win. 

In between all of these years, I contracted Legionnaires Disease. I was in intensive care, and was left with weakness in my left lung. I am now prone to chest infections, which lead to pneumonia. I always have back up antibiotics at home, as infections seem to be a main cause of allowing my platelets to drop. I've learned the signs, and I'm quick to react.

I owe Dr. Watson a great deal. He is not just my consultant: He and the members of his team are my friends. I can turn to them any time. 

I am now 29 years old. I hope my story helps. Thank you for reading.


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Thursday, June 7, 2012

Regarding Natural and Holistic Approaches to Treatment of Evans Syndrome


by C. McNamara Romanowski


Over and over we hear inquiries about natural approaches to treatment of Evans Syndrome. Our answer always has to be the same: Please check with your doctor before making any changes to your diet and/or medication. 


It would be nice if we could find a cure for Evans Syndrome in nature. And to be completely honest, a lot of the medicines we use today actually got their start in nature. Here are some interesting facts  (from David T. Teachey, MD):

  1. Most modern drugs are originally from nature. For example, Rapamycin is a drug that is currently being investigated in clinical trials for treating children with Evans Syndrome. Rapamycin comes from a bacteria that lives on the shore of Easter Island (known as Rapa Nui to the natives—hence the name of the drug). 
  2. Not all things from nature are good for you—arsenic, cyanide, and hemlock for example. These substances are poisonous…and they are found in nature. 
  3. With alternative medicine, you don't really know what you are getting. There are no FDA regulations on alternative medicine approaches.  Because of this, you could buy two (2) bottles of ginko from the same company, and one might have 100-times more ginko per pill than the other. 
  4. Herbal medicines can interact with other drugs. Check to make certain that there are no drug interactions before starting anything new (natural or prescribed by your doctor). 
  5. Some herbal products that are advertised as recommended for Evans syndrome can cause bleeding, and are therefore a bad choice in someone with Evans Syndrome.

Ultimately, the most important thing is to talk to your doctor before starting anything. Drugs.com is a great website to check for drug interactions and side effects.

Be proactive by double-checking information you get from your pharmacist. Stick with the same pharmacy all of the time: Your pharmacist knows what drugs you are taking and can make sure none of them will interfere with each other. Even talk with the pharmacist about non-prescription remedies, to make certain your prescriptions won’t be impaired by something over-the-counter.


For example: St. John’s Wort, in the US, is recommended by herbalists for treatment of depression. There is no standard dose or regulation that prevents a person from taking as much as desired. St. John’s Wort can cause an increase in serotonin levels, leading to a condition known as serotonin syndrome. Withdrawal symptoms can be extreme, and include excessive tremors, hot flushes, increased anxiety, and restlessness. On top of that, St. John’s Wort can interfere with prescription serotonin reuptake inhibitors such as Zoloft, Prozac, and so on. In the US, St. John’s Wort is viewed as a benign herb, however in the Republic of Ireland a prescription is needed for St. John’s Wort. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/St_John's_wort)


Remember...you are your own best advocate, and the advocate of your children. It’s up to you to make sure you get the most appropriate care, are on the appropriate meds, and eating the appropriate diet for your circumstances and health.


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Every Day Is a Gift


Contributed by C. McNamara Romanowski

My name is Constance. I am 51 years old. Seven years ago, I was diagnosed with Evans Syndrome.

There were signs that I had a problem with my immune system for many, many years, actually beginning around age 2 when I was first diagnosed with a severe allergy to penicillin.  Around age 7, I was diagnosed with eczema. At age 15 I was placed on birth control pills to control crazy menstrual cycles. At 29, it was Hashimoto’s thyroiditis. In my 30s, I developed numerous allergies to various medications, primarily sulfas. Also, I started having problems with unexplained pain throughout my body. Sometimes I wondered if I would see my 40th birthday.

When I made it to 40, I thought, “Wow, every day from here on out is a gift!”

On my 44th birthday, I was diagnosed with Evans Syndrome following a lengthy period of decline that culminated in a hospitalization.

Treatment  consisted of blood transfusions, IVIg, and finally rituximab. Not so very long after my last rituximab infusion, my blood counts skyrocketed to normal but then I started having trouble breathing.

On my 45th birthday I was diagnosed with massive pulmonary emboli in both lungs due to Factor V Leiden and a Lupus trait to hyper-coagulate. Once my Evans had been brought under control, it gave the hyper-coagulation tendencies in my body a chance to wreak havoc. My life was saved by a catheter into my lungs, injecting strong anti-coagulants directly into the clots.

Sometime during my 45th year, I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia, and then Lupus. I have been lucky, though. So far, Lupus doesn’t appear to have affected any of my organs.

Throughout this journey, I have sought information with regard to what’s happening to my body. In particular, it was difficult to find much information on Evans Syndrome. Because of that, my husband, William, and I decided to start a network of people who shared this diagnosis. The Evans Syndrome Community Network was born.

Speaking figuratively…We are from every continent; we are every race; we are every age; we are every sex. We are the Evans Syndrome Community, and we are united. We may be rare, but we are not alone. Together we will make a difference, standing shoulder to shoulder.

I have been asked, “Who are your heroes?” 

I really have to answer: "My heroes are my doctors and nurses and all of the other individuals who have participated in my healthcare. My heroes also are all of the moms and dads and grandparents and spouses out there who are caring for a person with Evans Syndrome. My heroes are those who have Evans Syndrome and fight every day to overcome its obstacles."

Today I am on blood thinners, and I am in remission from Evans Syndrome. Every day is indeed a gift…every breath, a joy.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

With All My Heart


Contributed by Joshua Rice

Hello all. My name is Joshua. I’m a 34 yr old that has been battling Evans Syndrome.

My story begins back in 2005. I was working as a millwright in a foundry in Birmingham, Alabama, when I came down with my “problem”. It started like a stomach virus, so naturally I stayed out of work for a couple of days to rehydrate. When I didn’t get better, I decided to go to the Emergency Room for fluids.

When the receptionist called me back for my insurance info, she asked me if my color was usually yellow. I turned yellow as a school bus right in front of her, so they rushed me back and immediately did a CBC, and told me they were keeping me. Over half my blood was gone, and they couldn’t find out why. My wife and I were horrified.

Later, I was moved to a private room and was told I might have bird flu. I was quarantined, and all they would do for me was give me Tylenol for the major temp I was running. While all this chaos was going on, my whole family was called in, and were given no answers.

I ended up staying the night before I was transported to University of Alabama Hospital in Birmingham. It was a Sunday. I don’t remember much but the ambulance ride that day.

Early Monday morning I woke up short of breath. The color of my skin was pale-grey. My blood had hemolyzed to the point I had very little left. My hematocrit (blood volume) was 5. I remember the nurses getting a little blood but before they made it to the lab it would coagulate. They pumped me full of steroids and gave me what they thought was the best match in blood. Needless to say it’s a miracle I’m here today to write this biography. During this time, I felt the Grace of God surrounding me: It was a tangible presence. The next morning, the nurse came in and told me it was good to see me still here. After 5 days of working to get me stable, I was sent home with a diagnosis of hemolytic anemia, not knowing that my life would be forever changed. What I didn’t realize was that hemolytic anemia is not exactly a diagnosis: It is a symptom of a deeper problem.

After a couple of weeks of taking mega doses of steroids, my counts stabilized and became normal. I went back to work. After a month, I was given the option to work in Ohio or quit, so I just quit. My boss at the time was worried I would sue him, I guess.

It wasn’t long after that I found another job here in our town, and for a year I was going strong—all was good. Then I started waking up with nosebleeds. I thought maybe it was just sinusitis. I stayed fatigued and worn out all the time.

Finally, I decided maybe I should see a doctor. He did a CBC that showed my counts were dropping again. Back on the steroids I went, and it helped…But my platelets wouldn’t come up past 70. I still had no definite diagnosis, so I started looking for another doctor.

My new doctor did a bone marrow biopsy but still gave me no diagnosis. I felt like I was just floating along waiting to die for four more years, until 2009, when the steroids completely quit working.

I found another doctor, and had to go through the process all over again. That meant another bone marrow biopsy. This guy told me I had myelofibrosis, a disorder with a prognosis of about 5 years. All I could think of was, “At least I know what I’m facing now.”

In 2009, I slept in the hospital more than I slept in my own bed, and all my doctor would do was pump me full of steroids and transfuse me. Nothing was working, so my family doctor advised me to go to the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota to see Dr. Ayalew Tefferi. I agreed, so my doctor gave me three pints of blood, and told me “Good luck.” To be honest, I didn’t expect to come back.

My wife and I arrived in Rochester, Minnesota, in February. It was COLD! My appointment was at 10am, and we were both anxious. We walked into the clinic and were amazed: The first thing that caught my eye was a grand piano surrounded by women in wheelchairs and wearing do-rags on there heads. They were chemo patients. The pianist started playing a familiar song—Amazing Grace. As I watched the faces of those ladies beam with Glory, tears flowed down my cheeks and hope arose in my spirit. I knew all would be OK. After my wife and I collected ourselves, we went on to my appointment.

We walked into the doctor’s office, and he asked my name and what was going on with me. I described my medical history, and he listened with a concerned look on his face. He told me to get some blood tests and to see him in two days.

The morning after a day of testing, we arrived in Dr. Tefferi’s office hoping to hear any kind of news. He sat me down and told me it wasn’t myelofibrosis at all. I had Evans Syndrome, or I was in the beginning stages of aplastic anemia. We were glad that I would live longer, but we weren’t out of the woods yet.

After our conversation with the doctor, we went out of that office happier than we had been in a long time. We walked across the street to have a smoke. I looked into the heavens and asked God, “What are you doing?” While walking back across the street a green ball of light the size of a volleyball began to dance at my feet, and I knew all would be OK.

That year I was laid off from work and had to draw unemployment.  During that time, my counts dropped once again, and I was infused with a bag of platelets. From that bag of platelets I contracted e coli. It found its way to my back and destroyed half of my L5-S1, and obliterated a disk. I was paralyzed for two months. I am currently disabled.

The point of my story is not to scare or depress anyone. I want to encourage you: Never give up. Never loose hope. There is a light at the end of your tunnel. I had every reason to give up and call it quits, but I didn’t. Many times I wanted to give up and I would…for a while. But then I would find the faith to get back up and fight, and Grace just never, never gave up.

I love you all, and pray that you find comfort and peace in knowing you are not alone.

With all my heart,
Joshua

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Friday, April 6, 2012

It's My Story...

Contributed by Laura Thurman Shaffer

As I was walking through the mall with my mom and daughter, I was thinking to myself, ‘How lucky I was to be buying baby clothes again!’

I had wanted this baby for years, and I was finally showing!! I also just got over a scare: I had started bleeding, and they weren’t sure why. They did do an ultrasound and found a little tear in my uterus, so I was put on bed rest for a few weeks.

Earlier that day, I had cut my finger while working in the kitchen. I looked down at the cut, hours later, thinking it was funny that it was still bleeding. It bled so much when I first cut it that I ended up with blood all over the floor, as well as covering at least a dozen paper towels! My concern led me to stop in at my husband’s station to get it looked at, and I got laughed at!

“Laura, its just a little scratch!” Nick said. He wouldn’t have thought so if he saw the mounds of paper towels and blood on my kitchen floor! Oh, well.

Back at my mom’s house a few hours later, I had to pee again—another fun perk of pregnancy! As I got up, there it was again…peach-tea urine. I called my mom in to see if I was crazy, and she thought that I needed to call my OB doctor.

“Laura, that’s weird, plus you do not look right…Are you sure your going to be OK while I am in Florida?” she asked.

“Moooooommmmmm…I’ll be just fine!” I said. To be safe, I called my OB and got an early-morning appointment.

That next day, I went to my doctor appointment, and got to hear my little guy’s heartbeat! The doctor came in, took one look at me, pushed on my stomach (which was always hurting me), and said that I needed to get to the emergency room right away.

I called my husband, but I was not panicked. I told him to stay at work; that it was probably just so I could get checked out, and that I would be home later.

I sat there alone for hours on a hard bed in the triage unit of the OB floor. They came in for blood every hour. Finally, after 5 hours of waiting, a nurse came in and said a doctor would be in shortly to see me.

That nurse did not tell me that a team of doctors was coming, but that’s what I got. I was shocked to see so many white coats standing beside the bed. They asked me all kinds of questions. Finally, one asked, “Mrs. Shaffer, have you ever had problems with your blood?” I shook my head, indicating that I had absolutely no history of blood-related problems, and then they told me they were admitting me to the hospital.

The next morning was a blur of specialists, and a statement that I will NEVER forget. “In Order To Save You, We May Have To Take Your Baby.” I was barely hitting 19 weeks: The baby would never survive delivery.

I thought, ‘After all that I had been through to get him, you want to take him away from me?? NO WAY.’

That day, to my surprise, my skin turned very yellow. Jaundice! They told me that billirubin would cross the placenta and cause problems. All day long, specialists provided me with more bad news, but not one could tell me what was wrong with me. It wasn’t HELLP (related to the very serious pregnancy complication of pre-eclampsia); although similar, some of the key symptoms were not there.

Finally, after a week in the hospital, a hematologist was able to stabilize my blood, and I went home on bed rest and monitoring. I visited my hematologists and my OB every few days, and I made it to 38 weeks…despite all the speculations of a premature birth.

I gave birth via a caesarean, which was a terrible experience for my OB! Then my hematologist diagnosed me with me Evan’s Syndrome. He seriously thought that maybe this was all pregnancy-related but my blood did not recover after birth. In fact, ITP and hemolytic anemia were getting worse. The steroids were no longer helping; blood transfusions were not helping; Iron Transfusions were not helping. Rituxan was my next step, however, the pain in my stomach was severe and the rapid growth of my spleen could no longer be ignored.

On June 3rd, 8 months after giving birth, my overly enlarged spleen was removed. I almost did not make it through the surgery. I had several blood transfusions and, if not for the patience of my surgeon and anesthesiologist, I would not be writing this today. Not only did the surgeon remove from my body a spleen the size of a newborn: He also took out an accessory spleen!

One week and a drain tube later, I was released to go home. I still felt terrible and the pain on the opposite side of my stomach got worse. One very early morning when I got up to check on the baby, I nearly passed out.

I called my husband and he took me to the hospital. They did a CT scan, which not only showed that the drain tube crossed over my stomach, but that I had several more spleens. To this day, I still have pain where my spleens are, but they are not being monitored and we do not know if they are working.

A few weeks after surgery, I was told that my Evans Syndrome was in remission, and that maybe I never had it; They just couldn’t be sure.

Today is March 28, 2012. I still start to turn yellow. I get very pale, very tired, and my joints hurt. I stutter, and I have terrible headaches. My hands, arms, feet, and legs are always numb. I am not allowed to drive because its possible that I may be having mini seizures, and I have momentary memory loss. I feel swollen and bloated. But my blood is still in remission.

In November, I was hospitalized for a critically high level of ammonia in my blood. Still no one can tell me what’s wrong with me. I need someone to tell me. I want someone to tell me. I despair.

My life has completely changed: I feel weak and not in charge of myself anymore. I have no freedom, no career path, no money, and no insurance. Things have gone downhill so quickly. When I go to my hematologist I am made to feel like a hypochondriac, as if I can NOT be validated because my numbers are good. Luckily, my family doctor is listening: on April 11th I will see a rheumatologist. My family doc suspects that lupus may be creeping through my body. FINALLY…an answer. I am awaiting an MRI—because I am an American without insurance, it’s on hold.

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Monday, April 2, 2012

Ella's Evans Syndrome Story


Contributed by Libby Gray

For the first two and a half years of her life, my daughter Ella Rain was healthy. She was my first child and watching her grow up has been an experience sad and thrilling and terrifying all at once.  For the first two years of her life she a healthy, happy, beautiful, outgoing little baby girl.

New Year’s of 2004, when Ella was 29 months old and I was pregnant with her little brother, we went to a friend’s house for dinner.  My toddler ate nearly as much as my friend—a large man in his late 20s! That intense hunger was probably the first symptom we noticed.

Over the next several days she began asking for cup after cup of water, and was going through more diapers than she had as a newborn.  I contributed it to a urinary infection, or a growth spurt, or her being jealous of me and the baby.  I took her to the doctor, who said she just had a yeast infection in her diaper area and gave me some steroid cream that did no good.  My little girl was becoming different…she was whiney, tired, clingy and thirsty, thirsty, thirsty.

On February 9th, 2004, Ella woke up vomiting in the middle of the night. She cried incessantly, begging for water, drifting in and out of sleep and complaining her eyes hurt, her legs hurt, her head hurt.  I tried to brush it off as just the flu, but my heart wouldn’t let me. I didn’t know what, but I knew it was something bigger. That afternoon, my husband got on the phone with the doctor who, in turn, told us to go straight to the hospital.

To shorten this long story, it was on that day that Ella was diagnosed with Type One Diabetes, an autoimmune disorder in which the immune system destroys the insulin-producing cells of the pancreas. Her blood sugar was nearly seven times the normal level, her blood chemistry was messed up, she had lost 8 pounds in six weeks, and was less than 12 hours away from a diabetic coma.  Suddenly we were thrust onto a steep learning curve of insulin injections, carbohydrate counting, and constant monitoring and vigor to balance a delicate hormone that could save a life or take it.

As time went on, diabetes became our “new normal”, and started to fade into the background of our everyday life. Ella was diagnosed with other autoimmune conditions over the next few years: Hashimoto’s hypothyroidism, severe allergies, and asthma. 

But our Evans story begins around December of 2008, when Ella was seven years old. At first I thought she might be getting sick, or in a growth spurt: She began experiencing relentless high blood sugars, having nosebleeds and being so weak and tired during the day she was taking napping more than her baby sister.  Next came the bruises that covered her body as if she’d been in a fist fight, the cold and ear infection that never quite went away, and the way I noticed her working just a little harder to take each breath.   

I was used to seeing a rainbow of colors from Ella: pink cheeks flushed from excitement and playing in the sun; ghost-like paleness from a low blood sugar; greens and browns of dirt and grass staining her knees from a hard day of play; marker, pencil, and paints of various shades covering her hands because her creative brain felt like making something.  But this was not a good rainbow to spot: she appeared deathly grey, with dark circles under her eyes; covered in purple bruises; and the whites around her hazel eyes just slightly yellowed.

Shortly after the New Year of 2009, Ella woke up with a 103F fever, blood in her urine and out her nose, and 450 blood sugar (her range is 80-150, and we rarely see numbers that high unless she’s very sick, we seriously miscounted carbs, or there is a problem with her insulin pump). She just looked like death warmed over.  Completely terrified, we decided not to waste time at the pediatrician’s office, and I took her straight to the ER.
They immediately started running blood work and found her hemoglobin and platelet counts to be severely low. She was admitted, given antibiotics and a blood transfusion, and the whirlwind of tests began to find out what was wrong.

I remember the first night: I sat by her bed and just sobbed. Why Ella? Why my family? She’s such a good girl and she’s already been through so much. Why can’t she just be left alone? The C-word was thrown around, but I refused to let it enter my mind. Lymphoma and leukemia—such big, horrifying diseases that just don’t happen to little girls who spend their time crafting, reading for pleasure, and doing cartwheels through the grass.
On January 10, 2009, after almost four days of testing on her urine, blood, and bone marrow, a direct Coombs test revealed the duel diagnosis of ITP and Autoimmune Hemolytic Anemia—Evans Syndrome.  I asked my husband, who was at home with the other two kids and the computer, to Google this bizarre disease.  He found nothing but horror stories and brief descriptions. I so wish we had found the Evans Syndrome Community Network (ESCN) at that time.

The pediatric hematologist explained the vicious attack her immune system was inflicting upon her body, and that the best way to stop it was a strong course of steroids to combat the attack. Steroids can make even a non-diabetic resistant to insulin, so her already-high blood sugars skyrocketed to five and six times the normal levels. I worried about the formation of dangerous ketones. Ketones are the by-product of high blood sugars as the body attempts to break down fat instead of glucose for energy.  She was already sick and developing trace ketones. I didn’t want to risk DKA (diabetic ketoacidosis:  a life-threatening level of ketones in which the blood is acidic and there is no way for the body to get energy from food.)

She was released from the hospital four days later, and for the next several weeks we walked a dangerous tightrope. The steroids stabilized her hemoglobin and platelets to around 10 and 30,000 respectively, but they sent her blood sugar soaring. I doubled, tripled, quadrupled her insulin dosages around the clock, but days were rare we saw a number under 200. In addition to the immediate risk of DKA, the paralyzing fear of future heart, eye, kidney, and limb damage from relentless highs kept me wide awake at night. As soon as we began tapering her off the steroids, her blood sugar would come down, but so would her hemoglobin and platelets. She ended up back in the hospital three times in two months from low platelets, low hemoglobin, or scarily high blood sugars with ketones.

By March, we’d all grown frustrated beyond belief with the battle between diabetes and steroids and I longed to see my daughter well.  It’d now been four months since she felt like a normal child—she was always tired, nauseous, thirsty, and dizzy from the high blood sugars or the Evans.  We both cried a lot in that time. Our whole family was missing the spunky, creative, energetic little girl we’d known just a few months prior. I begged our hematologist for another option. He suggested IVIG.

In April, we began the monthly infusions. After some trial and error with working out the horrendous headaches she would get from them, she started to respond very well. Her platelets went up to 60,000; 80,000; even 110,000 and her hemoglobin climbed, too.  While she didn’t particularly enjoy sitting for 5 hours in a doctor’s office every three weeks, we were all thrilled with the progress she was making. With the exception of our treatment days every few weeks, life was getting back to normal. Ella was getting back to normal.

On June 15th, exactly one week before her eighth birthday, we began seeing dramatic drops in Ella’s white blood cell counts. We knew it increased her risk of infection, so we tried our best to keep her isolated…but in a houseful of small, social, germy children that was nearly impossible.  So began an uphill battle with chronic sinus and ear infections that would take two and sometimes three rounds of antibiotics to clear up before they would just return again. The infections also would drop her platelets and hemoglobin, trigger her asthma, cause roller coaster blood sugars, and make her just feel miserable. She went back on short courses of steroids, during which we struggled to control her blood sugar even more.  I tried every method I knew to protect and clean her sinuses and ears to prevent these infections: Neti pot washes, saline spray, fresh juice, homeopathic ear drops, garlic oil.  It helped some, but her weak immune system just couldn’t fight off these infections.

At the end of the summer, a nurse at our endocrinologist’s office recommended papaya leaf extract for low platelets, saying she knew a young leukemia patient who had great results with it for his platelets. A big fan of homeopathy, I ordered a bottle and gave it a shot. I gave her a large spoonful each morning  on an empty stomach, and her platelets shot up just as well as any IVIG treatment. We used it for about four or five months and her platelets haven’t been below 80,000 since then, even after stopping the extract.

While the papaya leaf extract stabilized her platelets, Ella still struggled with repeated infections, low WBCs and recurrent anemia. Her numbers would go up for about two weeks, then crash steadily in the remaining week or two before her next treatment. In October 2009, she was hospitalized for a week and a half for bronchitis, complicated by the Evans Syndrome, diabetes, and asthma. What a nightmare! In the prior months, we’d also had several overnight trips and 24 hour stays in the hospital to correct high or low blood sugars, ketones, and dehydration from stomach viruses and other infections.

We continued with steroid bursts, papaya leaf extract, IVIG, and round after round of antibiotics for the next year. She had a period of about two months in early 2010 when her numbers were very stable and treatment was working well; then her counts started to fall again.

In May of 2010, shortly before she turned 9, Ella had sinus surgery and ear tubes placed in an attempt to relieve the chronic infections. It didn’t get rid of them completely, but greatly cut down on the number of infections she got, and improved her quality of life.  The IVIG kept her stable for another month, so much so that her hematologist wanted to begin lowering her dose. That didn’t work well at all. Her counts fell drastically, her symptoms returned, and it took another round of steroids (and super high blood sugars) to pull them to safe levels.

After a failed, vomit-filled trial of Cellcept in August and September, Ella began the drug Rituxan in October 2010.

(Now might be the time to mention that in the midst of this chaos, we had a baby girl in August, and began fostering a four-year-old boy the week before Ella’s first Rituxan treatment. Instead of dragging all these kids with me to the hospital every two weeks, my husband graciously took Ella to all of her twice monthly infusions.)

Rituxan was a wonder drug for Ella. That, in addition to all our other measures, stabilized her counts drastically in a very short amount of time. For the first time in almost two years, she could play like a real little girl again—she could run outside with her siblings and not get tired. She could turn cartwheels and not be covered in bruises and blood. She wasn’t so sick anymore. She was Ella at last.

She took her last IVIG on December 10th, 2010, and her last Rituxan shortly after the New Year.

On February 9th, 2011—ironically the 7th anniversary of her type-one diagnosis—Ella was officially declared in remission and has remained there for just over a year. 

I thought having a toddler with diabetes and a new baby was the hardest thing I ever went through. Little did I know I would deal with diabetes, Evans Syndrome, and five young children (now six—we adopted again in March 2012). 

Ella Rain is a trooper through all of it and the strongest person I know.  On our journey with Evans, she cried, she got angry, and she got scared. But through all of it she found a way to be her quirky, outgoing, positive self, even when dealing with the worst of it all. She’s been recently diagnosed with Celiac Disease (January 2012) and is adjusting to a gluten-free life with grace. 

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